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Incandescent

by The Synthetic Army

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1.
Run Away 04:23
Hold on a moment, love Our story’s just begun I’m leaving here, I’m done with this town Just promise me you’ll come Adventure waits Just feel in in the air And the sky looks so beautiful out there Out there Drifting through our lives, passing through the stars Rolling green hills and getting drunk at bars These times are coming and it’s going to be great So just take my hand and we’ll get this straight ‘cause (I know) You’ve been hurting (I know) You’ve been feeling down (Let’s go) Our fantasy is waiting The lights are fading Let’s write this story now So run away with me, we can be everything, you’ll see With our heads held high beneath this star-lit sky Don’t you dare look back tonight Forget your inhibition, with my keys in the ignition We’ll do more than make do, we’ll make it through Just me and you Setting off fireworks, lighting up the night The life in your eyes is burning so bright Forget about the pain and the reasons you should stay So just climb down here and we’ll be on our way
2.
Caregiver 04:37
A word, caregiver, if you’d be so kind I simply can’t stand these thoughts I’ve confined They’re violent and bold and my mind is aflame No less dire by any other name A thought, caregiver, if it suits you well How do I break free of an internal hell? And how does one say what still needs to be said To the monsters that live inside of my head? A prayer, caregiver, to the ones who have passed To the ones who lived too hard; too fast They left their sorrow and heartache and grief To dangle their feet beneath the trees It’s okay, tell me it’s okay It’s okay, say it’s okay A touch, caregiver, to the brave and the scarred Who had seen too much beneath the stars They’ve been left for the ravens and vultures and crows When their blood had blurred their friends and their foes A kiss, caregiver, though it’s much too late The boy sits in the corner, alone and afraid He needed his mother or father or friends But now, he’s gone; he left; he went
3.
Lights Out 03:58
You wouldn’t be the first to turn away The coarseness of my touch; my heart; my face But when you’re standing with your hand right next to mine The city skyline never seemed quite more sublime Here we are, with the lights out Much too far beyond a doubt And as I wonder, where do I begin? Your hand finds mine and I let you in Why can’t I get these words out right? They’re mocking me and filling me with this senseless fright My thoughts are jumbled up; I just can’t win this game My tongue is tied in knots and you’re to blame
4.
Stars 03:05
What are you doing, up so late? Just think, "What would mom say?" You caught me red-handed with my foot out the door There’s no use in lying anyway But don’t pretend you didn’t see it coming That night dad walked away We needed him to put down his bottle But he couldn’t be bothered to stay Don’t you see? I have to go This house never seemed to austere I’ve been doing some thinking ‘bout the order of things There’s just too many ghosts for me here So don’t you dare search for me Though the sleepless nights get so hard Emily, if you’re ever feeling lonely Look for me in the stars
5.
Hello Again 05:00
I feel the world is changing, but not changing fast enough, oh Hearing the words you’re saying, am I just not good enough for you? And no matter what cards you’re playing, you’re still gonna leave me jaded But as this time keeps racing I’m not ready for losing you And so I say, hello, hello, hello again Hello, hello, hello, my friend And as you’re drifting by me It’s that same smile that makes me Makes me want to say Hello, hello, hello again I’d sing the saddest song, I’d even let you sing along If only if you told me that you loved me, too And I’d still wait for you, yeah I’d still wait for you
6.
Oceans Apart 05:18
On a ship, in the ocean Catching up to your As we go, through the swells You’re pulling ahead I feel like you are accelerating, beyond what I can reach Maybe I should, pass you by this time Let it just float on by Should I put on some speed? We are crashing through what we know and where we’re going Should I tell you how I feel? When we go through what we don’t know anymore Crashing through the open door Over the seas and over the swells and the walls are so tall Down into hell we fall; over the edge of the earth we call And I think that you are maybe not the one for me Turning point; here we go Down the winds’ call, sun is shining brightly through And I know it is time for me to turn back, head away Perhaps we were never meant to be I know, that I’ll go breaking through Breaking through the breaking through Breaking through the things that hold Crash on through the past Sinking me, do what we do Picture time, so come here quickly I don’t care where we’re going now As long as we’re together Oh, my love Crash on through the things we used to know
7.
Pieces 04:30
Scream a little louder, I need to know how much you mean it Take what you take, but spare me your false demeanor Tell me how it felt, how the drink took over Say it was my fault, how I wasn’t there But I was the one who was left (To pick up all your pieces) Darling, did you think of all the wasted tears Shed over the crackle of your voice on the phone? Now I’m leaving you all on your own Look at me when I’m talking to you Your beauty was always your worst taboo Do you think it’s something that you said? Your eyes betray; they won’t let you forget
8.
Glow 03:36
9.
Rain 02:30
It’s been a while since I last heard your voice Have you forgotten my address? It’s a little embarrassing, to say the least That I could care less I can see the playful curve of your lips You smug, cocky little fuck Don’t you think for a second that you’ve won I’ve moved on, I swear, I’m just a little stuck (Come home) Oh, won’t you come home, darling It’s not the same without you You made the sunlight come out Now only rain remains Maybe it’s true what they say about the absence My heart grows fonder every day But I don’t know if I forgive you just yet For leaving me to chase your runaway
10.
You sit there so smug with your blank stare Your cheap smile, so lost in your affairs A shift of your eyes in the cold air I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care How did we end up so broken? Chained down by words left unspoken Is this what you meant, when you promised? How could you be so dishonest? And now it’s time to wave goodbye to our happy ending ‘Cause I won’t deny your lying eyes were so condescending Don’t try to tell me it’ll all be alright I’m so goddamn sick of all these cold winter nights ‘Cause I won’t say goodbye Time’s up! My eyes are wide open Completely devoid of emotion I’m waiting for some sort of omen My sweet nothing, fractured and broken Is that it? A glance in my direction I can’t bear your flawless imperfection It’s your turn to break down and miss me ‘Cause I’m done with you being my best dream I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care
11.
Chicago 03:28
Is this the end? Is this the best that we can do? Then again, what good ever came from loving you? I know it’s hard right now, the wound’s so raw and fresh Am I the only one who yearns for your caress? But what cold comfort could you ever bring? A shred of substance meaning anything How could I ever let you get inside? A face so beautiful and falsified But Chicago at nighttime is beautiful, too The skyline down lakeshore reminds me of you I breathe it all in as I breathe you all out You won’t taint this new state of mind that I’ve found Oh, you had me eating right out of your palm Didn’t think I’d notice that the good times were all gone But you were the only one anomaly That I’d ever trusted with the darkest parts of me
12.
You haven’t been home for a while and I can’t really blame you I’m sure that you’ve been wondering if anything has changed Because the problem wasn’t you, and if it was, then I’ll move past it Accept that things aren’t perfect and move on But darling, don’t give in, though they whisper all around you These voices, how they try to tear you down I will be here waiting; of that you can be sure So won’t you please just turn around? Because I will leave the light on in our room Because I expect you to be home soon And though I never did see you open up your arms to me I see your face illuminated clearly At night I lie awake and try to count the stars And I wonder if you look and do the same Because I never really learned how not to be in love with you I imagine it would feel just like the rain
13.
These are the words, the song I could never write I know it’s not much but I just had to get them off of my mind It’s getting dark and it’s almost time for me to go I just couldn’t leave without at least a peace of mind to show You were the in-betweener, I was your hopeless dreamer In fantastic delusions, we got to faking a Shakespearean tragedy in the making And we knew all along, we were doomed to sing our final song So sooner than later, it stopped mattering who was wrong Through these hollow promises and empty sensations These forced smiles and greater expectations And though it might not make a difference, hear my one last scream ‘Cause I want to tell you, you mattered to me You’ve got your beautiful boy now; I’ve got my abandoned vows How dare you accuse me when it was you who broke us down? But that’s how we fell apart: the systematic disregard The apathetic ignorance, who were we to blame the stars?

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The Synthetic Army's Debut Album 'Incandescent'

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released September 12, 2014

THE SYNTHETIC ARMY IS
Nathaniel Astudillo – Lead vocals
Jonah Blaser – Drums, percussion, backing vocals
Brandon Gratch – Rhythm guitar, backing vocals
Alex Karapetyan – Bass, backing/unclean vocals
Jacob Peng – Lead guitar, lead vocals (Tracks 4, 12, & 13), backing vocals, keyboard

Additional backing vocals by Robyn Thomson on Tracks 3 and 5

All songs produced by Eric Jones and The Synthetic Army

All songs mixed and mastered by Eric Jones

All artwork by Karissa Tam

All photography by Tim Hill

All lyrics & music written by Jacob Peng EXCEPT:

“Run Away” – lyrics by Jacob Peng, Nathaniel Astudillo, Raunak Gera, and Danny Markhevka; music by Jacob Peng

“Hello Again” – lyrics and music by Nathaniel Astudillo and Danny Markhevka

“Oceans Apart” – lyrics and music by Nathaniel Astudillo and Raunak Gera

“Pieces” – lyrics by Jacob Peng; music by Jacob Peng & Alex Karapetyan

Special thanks to Eric Jones for losing sleep night after night for us; Tim Hill for getting our good sides in every shot he took; Karissa Tam for taking the pictures we saw in our heads and bringing them to life; our friends and family for all of their continuous, unconditional love and support; and to you, for holding this album in your hands and making it all possible.

Released September 12th, 2014
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